Thinking about death

How am i gonna die? Will it be a natural death?, Sometimes thinking of questions like these amaze or you can say threat me. I feel like someone is playing the documentary of my life. It feels like my life is slipping like sand through my hand. 

Watching death scenes in movies makes me think that maybe my death would be same like this. yes, it's the brain who is the player playing with my senses, emotions. 

It's all in the mind

Everything happens for a reason, this is what i listen, what i believe. But it doesn't mean that we should indulge in this concept so much that we forget what we really are? what we are chasing?. 

We should make a balance between what we really want and what is approachable to us. Those who are able to make a perfect mix of his/her desires and belongings lives the best out of his life.. :)